Er, sorry about that last post. Been having a lot of “Andy Attacks” lately. Couldn’t sleep that night because I was thinking of Andy, so I went downstairs and watched our video so I could see him. Then I felt the need to write down my feelings. It happens.

Um, so, it’s been rough these past couple of days. Not only have I been thinking about Andy a lot, but I’ve been down for no reason at all and poor Corey is feeling the full force of second-hand depression/anxiety. I just have so much trouble concentrating on my schoolwork and he feels he has to help me succeed, because he loves me and wants me to succeed, but there’s just not much he can really do. He tries to make me schedules, which maybe I’ll keep to for a day, and tries to force me to work, or offers me rewards for doing my work, but nothing drives me forward. All I can do is wait for a good mood to come along where I can focus. Usually these don’t last too long. I get probably an hour of work done a day. Finals are due Friday. Meep.

After Friday, I hope to start working on comics and stuff again. I’ll probably work on a tactics game. Still can’t decide whether to use Game Maker or RPG Maker, though I wish I could use Tactics RPG Editor but I keep getting errors when I try to run it, even in compatibility mode. I get a boot error. It told me I was missing a comdlg32.ocx file or something like that, so I downloaded that file and registered it into my SysWOW64 folder successfully, but then the error message changed to “cannot create object, error 429″ and I can’t find a way to fix this. Yet. So I’ve been messing with that when I should be working on stuff… and writing blogs…